Things are getting in motion …
Revising my DMP was a necessary action to take early on this week… reading it 3 times a day didn’t agree with me anymore, I needed to be on adequacy with what was in my current world within that was not what was in the previous week. My second version feels more accomplished and is very exciting to read -chills!!- As I read it the movie of my future life is unfolding before my eyes! So alive!
Becoming the Observer of myself is another aspect of what has clearly been taking place at the end of week 1. It is like dissociating myself from myself and my true self looking at my human self from above, hearing clearly my inner voice so preoccupied/moderated/censored by the opinion “I” think the world has of me, that actually is only a reflection of my inner critic coming from my subconscious. This realization has already been freeing me from some of that “cement” as I saw/felt myself acting on my thoughts without having my subbie talking to me out of it. As a result an element of my just revised DMP is being manifested… already!! 🙂
Could that be the sacrifice I have to make in exchange for that wonderful life I have designed for myself…. it certainly is one of them. Other ones I foresee are related to a certain level of perfection I still have and a persisting resistance against (time) structure that interferes with a good time management of my days effecting my recovery time.
The time will say as more discovery and awareness are taking place but I can already attest, as I am feeling I am now living under the statement that everything is perfect, that what Og Mandino says is happening to me “As the words of these scrolls are consumed by my mysterious mind I will begin to awake, each morning, with a vitality I have never known before. My vigor will increase, my enthusiasm will rise, my desire to meet the world will overcome every fear I once knew at sunrise, and I will be happier than I ever believed it possible to be in this world of strife and sorrow”, feeling sooooo grateful for this program!