After the first challenge I encountered week 5, and however feeling strong after confidently completing the requirements -even if I still need to get back to my press release- I know now I came into week 6 unprepared… by that I mean my week would have certainly had the expected successful turn if I had previewed the webcast documents …. and made the tangible pieces (the 24 SMART goals/PPNs shape sheets + Movie poster) on Sunday after the webcast… but instead I keep falling asleep writing this blog….
This program is taking over my life, I’m fully aware and accept this necessary sacrifice for my success … it is already proving it is working but I’m not sure how long I can sustain the rhythm … I’m so excited the manifestations of my DMP are getting me busier! Although the down side of that is that this is not allowing to find the necessary daily time to maintain the rhythm of repetition (post lunch readings); also I’m going to bed really late after the night requirements, leaving me with 4 to 5h of sleep max, therefore I don’t get up earlier -anymore- to do my morning reading and as I miss my lunch one I start my first one 24h after the last one … plus of course life events and commitments add up to that, a printer who only prints in pink… you see where this is going … a glitch … off track, mister (yes it is a man 😉 ) subby regained its habitual procrastination and I missed the benefits from this week empowering compound effect…. and now it is 4am PST and I’m still writing this …
This is teaching me, again, the need to plan -what I have always fought against- preparing in advance to get ahead! Will I repeat the same mistake this time again? I have Saturday to switch back to the new Christelle I started to create few weeks ago… the one who will complete week 6 work and prepare Sunday session … with ENTHUUUSIASM!! (some will get it … lol)
Last note, this week mental disconnection with the program didn’t support my search for colored shapes in my environment but during one day …. then I was able to catch some, like my Swedish client who wore a yellow t-shirt (he was my yellow square), the red circle on the traffic light sign … my home hasn’t revealed its natural triggers yet but my sheets are up now!
So… am I going to get ahead …. yes I will! Have a wonderful week 🙂