MKE Week 5 – Self-confidence settling in…

Hmm … probably the most challenging week so far … time is the challenge as we got more to complete this week … fitting the requirements plus homework on top of a working and parenting day … but I can’t not do it! Whatever I have to do I even don’t hesitate, it is like it is already done, no doubt in my mind! Thank you Subby, I am using you now and not the other way around! 😉

I haven’t completed all of the daily requirements (especially the lunch ones) and really only sleep few hours a night to get the rest done on top of everything else in my life …. but it is happening like scroll 1 -I have been reading for more than 30 days now- says  “As the words of these scrolls are consumed by my mysterious mind I begin to awake, each morning, with a vitality I have never known before. My vigor will increase, my enthusiasm rises, my desire to meet the world overcome every fear I once knew at sunrise, and I am happier than I ever believed it possible to be in his world.” This is so empowering!

The master key  readings are becoming easier to assimilate… understanding the quotes better made me emotional today … I enjoy this knowledge 🙂 … sitting 15min is a piece of cake now 😉 especially thinking of a place that has pleasant associations …. I had a “pleasant” fuzzy sensation in my whole upper body today and really got creative adding more things to my mental picture than the times before, that was fun!! …. but when I am overtired then it hurts! 😦

Last challenge … NO OPINION! What are the thoughts that I have coming up that are not an opinion??? Wow… what a realization! The awareness is on, the challenging part is to control these “geyser” thoughts … this one will take more than a week to have a handle on … I love awareness! 🙂

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