Tangible, geographic change of perspective … from my everyday location for the last seven years to what could become a substantial future reference … a different outcome …
Sitting on the beach reading my BPB…. “First…” hits me like never till this point, why?? I realize in this setting a part of me is already living a part of the dream, a part of my DMP …. then from this point the Second, Third, Fourth, Fifth segment raise off the page and start dancing right in front of me … in front of my eyes getting filled with watered emotion … this type of moment that leaves a print, a memory print of everything that happened around the emotion felt in that exact context …
From now and then, each time I start reading my BPB I can transpose myself to that same beach, same time of the day, temperature, weather … where I felt this strong emotion who made me vibrate so high that my mind, body and soul want to feel this way again, over and over… creating an addiction, a need for this incredible feeling/vibration by reliving this story daily will lead me to metamorphose these words on a piece of paper into reality …. which will be stronger in the long run … self confidence … self sabotage, I am the one to decide this time …………………………………………………………….